Your path of progress is normal, my child: you feel increasingly small, interiorised and dedicated completely to God. All your life is focused on this concept, and you have this impression that your heart is expanding a little more each day and will be lost in the infinite love. Your body is here, it acts in this world, but your soul has already reached the sacred shore where it delights in the perfume of eternity! Do not neglect these peregrinations, which are within your reach when your heart needs a bath of absolute purity. Don't forget that getting lost in Him, your revered God, is also finding oneself. You offered your life to Him, in an impulse of love. That's all He expects of each one of His children. He is patient and knows the maze of the hearts, attentive to the way they are following, and which will bring them back to Him, conquered and dazzled in the face of His sublime Greatness! Believe it well, each passing day gives an opportunity to bring you closer to Him. Whatever your life, even if it is not to your liking, it does not matter; you can serve Him and love Him. Isn't that the main thing? Appreciate that which you have to live. Appreciate what you are doing in this life with its tests compensated by spiritual joys, which are not the least, and which are to be offered to the divinity in the greatest impulse of love and surrender, while keeping thankful to Him for all that is offered to you."

Babuji

--Reflections