Dispel all this melancholy which does not have its raison d'être. Won't our contacts manage any more to give you joy, and let your heart satisfy itself with its faith? Let it live happily, with the force governing it – quite simply. Life is short on Earth, and you know it. See how yours has flown quickly, with this great chance of living it in the thought of God, and with His grace. After having sought for a long time, you managed to find your way and also find your Master. Be detached more and more from useless aspects; we will not stop asking this of you. Make the most of your inner state; don't neglect its richness. They are unique and within your reach; they should be enough to make you happy. You should put things clearly into perspective; dissociate more and more from the vagaries of the material life. The joys of your spiritual life, are they not more important for you? According to you, isn't the vacuum of the first one compensated by the second one? You are going through a difficult step, my dear daughter, but this despondency cannot last.

"A state of great joy should be enough to give you courage to fight again. Don't expect anything of others; seek further and further inside yourself the only true joys, which are not mere momentary illusions, but a jubilation of the soul which does not change."

Babuji

--Reflections