My daughter, we can understand the state that you are going through; many in your place would not manage as well as you are doing. You do – you serve us; you help your fellow man. Is this not gratifying? There are many reasons for your current states of soul. Each human being goes through similar difficulties at one time in his life. We also experienced difficult moments that, sometimes, could hardly be explained. They are inherent in human nature, in contradiction with itself because of undergoing opposite currents. Do not feel guilty for your reaction of yesterday; you endure a lot, hence your reaction. We are not torturers; have no fear about that. We will resume the course of our work, if you so wish."

Babuji

--Reflections