You will be able to resume this long love duet which nurtures your life. The current ordeal disturbs you and destabilises you in your behaviour and your practice.

"We sympathise, my dear daughter, but we cannot spare you everything; thus is your path of life. Continue to fight courageously; your efforts will be crowned with success. Each one is faced with one's destiny and cannot shy away from it. Choices are made at the beginning which are to be respected: this is the law of life. Rebelling is of no use; only acceptance sanctifies. It is not always easy to admit; these fights mould the character. By emerging victorious from this fight, faith elevates the soul and strengthens it. Then a sanctifying process can start; all circumstances are conducive to this work. You still have to pace yourself according to your profound aspirations. Be calm and determined, and let your heart speak – it is an enlightened guide which cannot be mistaken. Trust it throughout your life. It will not disappoint you if faith and surrender inspire it. This kind of love will make your life a success and you will enrich it with an invaluable treasure."

Babuji

--Reflections