That cannot be and does not correspond to your karma. "Such cases are very rare. We know that you have been dreaming of that for a long time, but you'd better not count on it. Your way is different and it is not devoid of interest, believe me.

"In this matter, what you see is only how convenient it would be to not depend on others.

"Your life is thus made; do not regret anything. It is not ordinary and can even be envied with regard to your gifts.

"Be in a state of acceptance, my child. You know well that there lies the secret of a well understood spiritual life."

Babuji

(This message is Babuji's answer to the medium who told him she wanted to be granted the faculty of not eating any more while remaining alive.)

--Confidences