You do not waste your time when you meditate, my child. Be very assiduous in your practice, it can only make you feel better. Meditation also helps the physical body; it unravels tensions. Do not worry about all these problems; they will be largely mitigated when the moment has come to start your new mission.

"One should never despair; did I not already tell you that? Life holds surprises.

"Therefore, be strong and patient, that is how we love you."

Babuji

--Confidences