Sweep the past away; a new being is emerging in you. You should settle all your accounts.

"Clear your mind of what had marked your life; nothing should slow you down any more.

"Turn this page definitively and see that which is before you, luminous and free from any useless baggage. You wish to devote yourself to us, to the Mission; this is what you have been doing for a long time but, as we have already said, it all evolves and changes. We will henceforth make use of your sensitivity and your gifts for more subtle purposes.

"Let yourself be carried, my child. This work in obscurity suits you perfectly, even if objectively you do not grasp all its import.

"That is the meaning of being surrendered: to have faith, to avoid wondering too much and, being driven by love, to let oneself be used as we see fit.

"Glorious feats in the open are not meant for you and you put up with this very well. You are only a 'small nothing' laid on my heart, so you say, therefore, let this 'small nothing' be blessed."

Babuji

--Confidences