You do not waste your time when you meditate, my child. Be very assiduous in your practice, you'll only feel better for it. Meditation also helps the physical body, it unravels tensions. Don't worry about all these problems, they will be largely alleviated when the time comes to start your new mission.

One should never despair; haven't I already told you – life holds surprises.

So be strong and patient, that's the way we like you.

Babuji