My dear son, We understand your current situation. We too experienced the agony of such a decisive choice for this Mission so dear to our hearts. You made no 'blunder' whatsoever; it had to be so. Whatever you do, you are guided. Therefore, you should not reproach yourself for anything you are doing in all honesty. In your place, what would we have done? We here are asking ourselves this question; nothing is as simple as you think. Look ahead and not backwards. We know your uprightness, and we appreciate it. You always do the maximum; you are our Chosen Son, quite rightly.

Regain serenity. The precautionary choice you have mentioned is meant to reassure you. It is not definite; other options will dawn upon you and convince you definitively. We cannot say anything more for the time being. The truth will become obvious to you, and nothing will stop or alter the conviction of a correct choice, one which we will approve.

You should pause for further thought; this is an all-important matter which requires very thorough reflection. This issue will soon be resolved for you, and satisfactorily. We would have liked to spare you this ordeal, but alas, we cannot.

My son, we look forward to communicating again to advance this matter further. --Privilege of the Heart

We give you our infinite love; may it carry you throughout this difficult period.

Babuji

--Privilege of the Heart