My dear daughter, I understand you. I had moments of discouragement and weariness. I had only one wish: to lie down on the bare ground and not wake up again. I wanted so much to go and rejoin my Master.

I made desperate efforts to continue to serve him and for him to be pleased with me.

I went to the limit of my strength.

We wish only for your good; it is right that you should take a little time to rest.

It is necessary for your equilibrium, given what you have been enduring for years; take a pause, it is normal.

Our heart-to-heart will continue, even if your role as a scribe is momentarily interrupted.

Don't feel guilty, there are limits not to be exceeded.

With these two collections, there is enough to read for the moment.

We are with you, as always; relax.

Be blessed.

Babuji