You are overwhelmed by sadness, my child. Why do you let yourself be carried away by it, even though our hearts are coming towards you at this instant? Make the most of this moment of grace, as there is nothing comparable here below, and it seems that this emptiness is the cause of your melancholy. Enjoy your fill, drawing from the source as much as you may want; you know that it is inexhaustible. Humans are not stable. The best-intentioned ones have their own weaknesses, as they change with time and often turn away from those whom they have loved. Here, we are in a different situation; our love is immutable. It soothes loving hearts completely devoted and dedicated to us. Fear not, we will always be with you in this life – until your dying breath – and we will also welcome you during the transition you have long been expecting.

Your Master told you, and we confirm it: 'To us, you are a case apart, a rarity in the Mission, because of your uniqueness.' We understand you and we too follow you with love, accompanying you on this difficult but highly productive path.

Do not be sad. This birthday is nearing, you will see that you are not forgotten, and especially that you are loved beyond what you can imagine; such is your destiny. Being loved to this extent costs dearly, but rest assured that all is well. Be blessed, my dear daughter. --Privilege of the Heart

Babuji

--Privilege of the Heart