To my beloved son, You are doing as well as possible in everything, within human limits. Although you are vested with a high-level spiritual power, you cannot attain the inaccessible. We all have our limits, whatever our status; thus is the divine law.

The destiny of each one must be fulfilled, and we have evidence of the effects of that all the time, without always being able to do as we would like. The Supreme Being manages, as a last resort, what we cannot change. It is very trying to not act as we would wish, particularly for the beings who are dear to us and whom we must entrust to God.

Continue on your road, my son. You are doing your very best, and even more, by continually giving your energy in the service of our Mission, which you have struggled to uphold for such a long time. Your burden is heavy and unrewarding in some respects: human beings are changeable and are rather unreliable, sometimes unexpectedly.

Be at peace in spite of everything. The manifestation of higher powers is inevitable. Withdraw yourself into our love; it literally blankets you.

Babuji --The Ultimate Song