My dear daughter, we understand your great weariness. It does not mean lack of courage; ordeals manhandled you throughout your lifetime. "You aspire to calm, to serenity, to living your spirituality in peace. That is what we wish for all of you who are in search and have chosen our way. You must stand back enough to make sure that this spiritual life in you should not be affected in its blooming. You should also disregard, as much as possible, all the disadvantages related to an incarnation in a body of flesh which undergoes the ravages of time and all the incidents due to the way of living on this planet. You cannot be spared of this burden. Being more or less heavy according to mysterious karmic laws governing your lives, you must accept it [this burden], if possible, without excessive complaints.

"You are doing your best; the state of saintliness is not accessible easily. One has to earn it patiently, with love, as if one is chiselling a rare piece in the eyes of the Almighty who knows all your weaknesses. However small they are, efforts made in this direction, in acceptance and surrender, are very important in His eyes. He encourages, He comforts, He helps his creature to grow and pours into his soul a perfume of a rare subtlety, which will impregnate it forever."

Babuji

--Reflections