My dear daughter, I am afraid that doubt may be incurably rooted in you. It is part of yourself; but you trust us in spite of this handicap, and your fidelity in noting down what we tell you bears fruit.

"These messages are the reflection of life's turbulence on Earth. Although life is chaotic and sometimes trying, it also brings joy at the human and spiritual level when such heights are reached. In this domain that which is acquired is immutable: neither a thief nor even a natural disaster can take it away from you. It is wise to know it: no insurance can cover that asset, only you are responsible for it. You retrieve it from life to life, and it rests with you to make it bear fruit. The call of your soul urges you to find a viable way out, a way that suits you and where you will be able to blossom in this domain. It happens that the search for a Master takes a long time to succeed. When you have found him, think well before abandoning the idea of following him when certain circumstances, at the human level, bother you.

"Is it so important? What will remain of internal hassles within the group in ten years' time and beyond? Take a new look at yourself instead of holding each other responsible for your integration problems. See only the targeted objective and the means granted to you to reach that point, rather than taking a stand against the behaviours of your brothers and sisters. Do not miss the opportunity to really make progress."

Babuji --Reflections